You know those days when you are sure you are losing your freaking mind.
Ya. Like today. For me.
I just couldn’t get it together all day.
I left for work, I hadn’t taken any of my ear medication, or my vitamins.
I left my toast (gluten free cheese bread that cost $4.99 a freaking loaf) in the toaster. Untoasted and now very stale and useless.
I forgot half of my lunch.
And then when I got home, I was determined to find the stylus pens that I know I had, to use with the new mini iPad…
I got them as an added bonus when I bought the case for my cell phone and never used them. There were two.
I moved them around forever.
And today do you think that I can find the bloody things anywhere? If you answered no, you would be correct. I have ripped my house apart from top to bottom to find them. I know exactly where I last saw them, and until about half an hour ago I would have bet you $20 I still had them.
As of right now, I am pretty sure that when I was cleaning out my kitchen I must have thought I would never use them, so why bother moving them around, for what could be, knowing me…20 years. I probably stepped up to the plate and threw them away.
It never fails does it?
But you know what is bound to happen? I will go and spend ten bucks on a new one, use it for about a week and a half and then find the other two. It is almost as sure as tomorrow being my last official day of working at the garden centre.
I suppose this could be why I am a little brain dead, the end of the season is always bittersweet and this year it is just a little more so for me. Mostly because I really don’t know for sure if I am going to be going back. I would like to think that me going to school would lead me in the direction of Web design sooner than not, even though I would love to be able to do both.
And as of right now, that is what I am thinking will happen.
But you just never know.
A new chapter is about to begin for me, for us. Bruce will be in school as of Sept 3rd as well…as well as my son Colton, he is moving to the Coast and going to school near where my parents live.
Everything will be different from the end of August onwards.
It is scary and exciting all at the same time. I am not even sure how to register it quite yet.
For now it just seems like I am going to be a little brain dead, and forgetful.
A small price to pay I suppose as long as it is only temporary. I just can’t afford the brain dead thing. Really.
And the twilight zone can probably pick someone else, just for a while, if that would be convenient…
So happy last day of work, or to most of you, Thursday…xox