You know the ones? Where you are kind of just in a funk. And have PMS. And just don’t feel right in your own skin.
That is how I feel today.
Looking at me wrong will make me cry. Hugging me to make it better will make me cry.
I know I will feel better tomorrow, at least I hope I do.
I think I am just having one of those days where the uncertainty you feel about things takes over and doesn’t let the good stuff shine on through.
I don’t have a lot of days like that, I really don’t, thank god…and the fact that I don’t really have a focus right now isn’t helping. Or much money.
Usually when I feel like this I will just get in my truck and go, most times to Chilliwack to see my girls and ground myself with some good solid girl time.
Not really an option for me this week unfortunately.
So I am spewing it forth to all of you.
Thank god for good friends…Megan…girl you save my life once a week, I am not even kidding. I am so lucky to have you as my new found sister in life. I love you to pieces.
And of course my rock Phyllis…there are just no words to express how I feel about you, it’s so much more than just love :)
So that’s the mushy part of my day. I feel a bit better after my nap, typing that didn’t make me cry.
Hopefully this PMS shit goes away when menopause kicks in. I am ready for that…unless it just turns into solid PMS, then I promise all the boys in my life, I will take my own life so you don’t have to. Really, I love you all that much.
So tomorrow I will go get a haircut that always makes me feel better, and have coffee with Phyllis and regroup. Thank goodness there are sleeping pills and new days. Exactly in that order.
So for now I wish you all goodnight and new mornings :)